ocean-life Book 11: Chapter 5 (1)
Book 11: Chapter 5 (1)
Book 11: Chapter 5 (1)
Making such a choice is very challenging for a person.
At least that's the case for Ying Shi.
Because she's a person who likes peace, this is not a very safe thing to do!
In order to be stable, Ying Shi was willing to step down from the position of Yaochi Holy Mountain's Saintess.
Even if that spot isn't hot, there's no steel needle that can poke someone there!
To be honest, it's not really stable to delve into.
Ying Shi was stunned by what she saw in her childhood.
When she was in the center of the crowd, when she was looked upon by countless people, when one after another person flattered her in front of her, she always felt that one day she would be caught by a madman and tied up with ropes and then pierced from head to toe with a red-hot iron rod.
This is a nightmarish event that Ying Shi will never forget for the rest of her life.
Especially the scene where the blood splashed out from the wound of that tragically killed Elder sister, like lightning, fell into her heart.
The pressure of the blast blew through each capillary on her body like a hurricane, leaving a huge scar on her young body.
Ying Shi was perpetually falling.
This was an abyss, winding, dark, and damp.
No matter how deep she goes in, or how immersed she is, she cannot find happiness from the abyss.
All she had is pain.
It is like a deep rift entrenched in the heart, which will never be filled no matter how many years have passed.
The reason why this trauma didn't evolve into an internal demon is because she encountered a "kind" senior.
The senior was also a Saintess of Yaochi Holy Mountain.
Thanks to the guidance of her predecessors, she realized that not everyone standing in a superior position will get beaten by fiery sticks.
They could possibly have their hands and feet cut off by someone!
They could directly be beheaded by someone!!
Of course.
The senior smiled and patted the young Ying Shi's head, "They will also pass away peacefully. After their death, countless people will be sad for their passing and countless people will send them off spontaneously."
"What about you, senior?"
Looking up at the brilliant stars in the sky above Yaochi Holy Mountain, the senior muttered, "I'm just a forgotten person."
Ying Shi held the senior's withered hand and gently shook it as she cooed, "Senior, I still remember you!"
"Yes, you still remember me."
The senior laughed aloud heartily.
This smile became imprinted as a last impression of Ying Shi on her senior.
After that, only half a month later, the senior had passed away.
The senior was too old.
Her cultivation base was unable to be broken through, and even the Medicinal Pills that could extend her life were no longer effective.
That surprised Ying Shi.
On the day that senior passed away, the wind whistled outside the window. The Saint Lord who was instructing her on cultivation suffered a bolt from the blue.
Clap, clap, clap.
"Is that all?"
Her master nodded, "That reason is enough."
Enough.
The more you grow up, the more you understand what it means to give up, what it takes to be courageous, and what is needed to know oneself.
Not every soldier has the ability to become a General.
The soldier who was first to rush deep into the enemy's ranks with his head full of blood is also a good soldier.
That night.
Ying Shi actively sought out the Saint Lord.
After a brief communication with the Saint Lord, she resigned gracefully from the position of Saintess.
Perhaps it was because the Saint Lord thought that the sentence she said sounded familiar.
"I cannot erase the scars on my heart, I am not fit for the position of Saintess, let alone the seat of Saint Lord. I, in my current state, don't have the capability to keep the splendor of Yaochi Holy Mountain alive."
The heart is like running water.
Once it has gone far away, it will be impossible to bring back.
The Saint Lord had her younger sister take up the position of Saintess.
Ying Shi knows.
This is not only because of her sister's amazing talent, but also because the Saint Lord has high expectations of her.
(Translated by Gravity Tales ????)
Come back.
This place is reserved for you.
But.
Ying Shi sighed softly to herself.
Everything can't go back.
No, to be precise, she shouldn't have been in that position.
Saint Lord, I'm sorry, I'm now in the form of White Emperor Bai Lian!
Since having a close encounter with White Emperor Bai Lian in Qingxu, she would even recall her lance while dreaming.
It's really too powerful!
At that time, Bai Lian was as dazzling as the sun.
No matter how strong the wind, or how thick the clouds, or how heavy the rain is, it cannot be dispersed.
Ying Shi vaguely remembered.
Such a Bai Lian is the kind of person she used to aspire to be.
Last night.
After a night of wind blowing on the Moon Tower of Yaochi Holy Mountain, Ying Shi made a terrifying decision.
This time, she is no longer seeking stability.
She wanted to reach out and touch the crevice, even though she could get burned, but at least she went in!
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