ocean-life Chapter 9 littlelove 【edit】
Chapter 9 littlelove 【edit】
However, at this moment, Wu Ming was a little at a loss.
Confession?How to confess?Wu Ming has never done anything in the previous world or the original world.Do you want to get drunk again?
This idea was quickly vetoed by himself, Wu Ming didn't want to put his choice on a person whose mind was not clear and out of control.
He stood under the tree for a long time, until he felt the cold wind gradually penetrate his clothes into his body, Wu Ming patted his reddish cheeks with his hands, and decided not to hesitate anymore.
He took out his mobile phone, found Yu Ke's number in his contacts, and began typing text messages: Yu Ke, can you come down for a while?I am under the big tree facing the playground at the school gate.
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Perhaps because of the cold weather, Wu Ming felt that his hands were a little clumsy, and it took him a long time to type a short sentence before sending it out.
Seeing the arrow on the screen where the text message status was [Sending] gradually changed to [Sent], Wu Ming couldn't help feeling nervous.
Will Yu Ke not be around?Will he not come?After all, it was so late, and the weather was so late, and... what if he asked himself what he was looking for?
The thoughts in his mind became more and more chaotic. Wu Ming himself had found thousands of reasons in his mind for Yu Ke not to come, but his eyes were still staring at the phone screen without blinking, even if his hands were frozen. Wu Ming didn't respond at all.
Suddenly, the phone vibrated, and Wu Ming trembled in shock from the sudden sound.The phone slipped from his stiff hands and fell to the cold ground.
Afterwards, Wu Ming reacted quickly, and immediately squatted down to pick up the phone, quickly wiped the screen with his sleeve, and checked the content of the text message nervously.
The content is very simple, only four words:
[I'm here] Yu Ke came back.
The short four words made Wu Ming so happy that he wanted to jump in circles on the spot, and even smirked out loud, the screen was already overwhelmed by the news that Yu Ke had come over and Yu Ke had come over.
After waiting for a long time, Wu Ming raised his eyes and saw the person he was waiting for by the heavy yellow light of the street lamp.
Seeing Yu Ke walking towards him step by step, Wu Ming's heart is pounding nervously now, like a foolish boy who has just begun to fall in love.
...
When Yu Ke saw the person whose face was flushed from the cold in the cold night, his heart suddenly felt distressed for no reason, and he quickly ran over, took off his scarf and put it on for Wu Ming.And Wu Ming also seemed to be frozen stupid, letting Yu Ke wrap the scarf around his neck.
It wasn't until the scarf was wrapped around half of Wu Ming's face that Yu Ke scolded, "Are you stupid, what are you waiting for in the middle of the night? Are you in any trouble?"
Although it was scolding, it was also caring. Wu Ming felt warm in his heart.
This is a good sign, Wu Ming hinted to himself.
Wu Ming shrunk his face in the scarf, lowered his head, after a while.As if it took a lot of courage, he said intermittently: "Yu Ke...I, I like you." After speaking, he dug his hands into the scarf vigorously, not daring to look up at Yu Ke's expression.
Time seemed to be enchanted at this moment, passing slowly and quietly.
Wu Ming could hear the sound of the wind blowing in his ears, his own breathing, and even the faint chatter on the playground opposite.
I don't know how long it took, and I was a little distracted staring at the ground, only to hear a familiar voice coming from my ear.
"Feel sorry."
It was Yu Ke's voice.
"... "
At that moment, Wu Ming felt as if his brain had been blown apart. This sentence was like a depth bomb, blowing his mind blank, as if it had been churned into a paste.
"Sorry, I... have a girlfriend, so... I can't respond to your wishes."
Like a drowning man who saw the driftwood in front of him, Wu Ming felt that he had grasped the point, so he raised his head and quickly asked, "Does that mean it's all right without a girlfriend?"
This answer is very dangerous, because it means that his current state is on the verge of collapse.
Yu Ke was frightened by Wu Ming's appearance, and explained in a panic: "No, you misunderstood, I like Zhang Qian, the girl I met last time, and she is my fiancée. I have been with him for five years. Years, I really like her very much..."
There are still a lot of explanations behind, and Wu Ming can't hear them anymore.
Of course, he didn't want to hear it either.Now Wu Ming only feels that his chest is stuffy and uncomfortable, and there are too many suppressed emotions that want to find a vent to spew out.
Obviously there are many things I want to question, and there are obviously many unwillingnesses, but when I come to my mouth, I can't utter a word from my throat.In the end, these questioning and unwillingness all turned into a question.
"do you like me?"
Wu Ming looked at Yu Ke and asked seriously, as if he felt that it was not enough, Wu Ming added: "I like you so much, do you like me a little bit?"
Yu Ke stopped explaining, looked at Wu Ming, hesitated for a long time, and finally spit out two words: "No."
"Not at all."
...
This answer hit Wu Ming's heart like a heavy stone, making him a little at a loss, not knowing what to do next.
Clearly his head was blank, but his mouth opened uncontrollably. Wu Ming heard himself say, I see, his voice was so indifferent that he was a little strange.
Then he took off the scarf and handed it to Yu Ke's hand, and continued to tell Yu Ke in an indifferent tone: "If you don't like me, don't be nice to me, it will give me a glimmer of hope."
And that glimmer of hope was the despair that fell into the abyss.
Turning around, Wu Ming felt a little tired, and sat down in an empty corner of the playground by himself.
"Mr. R, this world is enough, I want to go." Wu Ming said.
"..." Hearing Wu Ming's words, Mr. R rarely replied in a serious tone: "The time has not come yet, and, besides, I want to tell you something."
Wu Ming: "What's the matter?"
Mr. R: "He Chen's soul is not as powerful as yours, so something went wrong during the movement and it broke into pieces."
Wu Ming: "So?"
Mr. R: "So Yu Kecong can only be regarded as a piece of He Chen's soul fragment. You need to stay in a world for enough time to get his fragment... Now, you can't leave."
After Wu Ming heard this, he closed his eyes and calmed himself down.
"Ok."
Maybe he loves He Chen more than he imagined.
...
After that, Wu Ming didn't have much contact with Yu Ke in college life, and Yu Ke also seemed to deliberately avoid contact with him, He Chen, and the relationship between the two gradually faded.
When everyone in the junior year went out for internships, Wu Ming, to everyone's surprise, chose to work as an assistant perfumer in a well-known foreign company.It can be said that this internship has nothing to do with his major in computer science.
Mr. r tried to warn Wu Ming when he chose this profession. The reason is very simple. The original owner is absolutely impossible to become a perfumer. This is already ooc.
Wu Ming, who received the warning at that time, chose to remain silent, and Mr. R thought that Wu Ming had compromised.As a result, that night, Wu Ming suddenly smashed everything in the house he rented.TV sets, mirrors, bowls, smashed and laughed out loud, and even stepped on the shattered glass shards with bare feet, as if they could not feel pain.
That crazy appearance made even Mr. R, who was used to watching big scenes, break out in a cold sweat.There were good words of persuasion in Wu Ming's mind all the time, and some threats were even mixed in.But at that time, Wu Ming was like a wild beast, unable to hear anyone's words.
It wasn't until the end that Mr. R took a step back and chose to compromise, that Wu Ming ended his madness.Then he cleaned up the residue with a blank face, and bandaged his wound. Fortunately, the wound was not deep, and it just looked scary.
What surprised Mr. R the most was that Wu Ming was able to go to work as usual the next day, as if nothing happened yesterday... This made Mr. R once suspect that Wu Ming suffered from severe schizophrenia …
Wu Mingben was a top perfumer in his own world, and now that he has returned to his own profession, he is even more comfortable, starting as an assistant... step by step, to the position of a senior perfumer.
When the headquarters in a foreign country extended an invitation to him, he agreed without hesitation.Anyway, he has nothing to worry about now, as long as he can mix fragrance, it is the same to work in that place.
Looking at Wu Ming's current state, Mr. R suddenly asked curiously, "I was thinking... the reason why you were so obsessed with perfumery before was not that perfumery was your only thing, but that you had nothing but perfumery. So the fragrance is forced to become your only one, isn't it?"
Wu Ming, who was trying the spices in the spice room, seemed to be completely addicted to it, and turned a deaf ear to Mr. R's question.
But on the other side of the light curtain, the corner of Mr. R's mouth is slightly raised... He feels that he seems to have touched the truth unintentionally...
As time goes by, Wu Ming is obsessed with his perfumery career, and the distance between him and Yu Ke is getting farther and farther, like two parallel lines that will never intersect.
Gradually, even Wu Ming felt that he had forgotten Yu Ke.
But all this was broken at the end of the year.
When Wu Ming received a letter from Yu Ke from China in his mailbox, at the moment when he opened the letter with trembling hands, Wu Ming's heart was in his throat.
At that moment, he never knew so clearly that what he didn't care about and what he forgot was all lying to himself.
Opening the envelope, there was a big red invitation card inside. The style was exquisite and beautiful, but it was particularly dazzling.
Opening the invitation card, Wu Ming saw a familiar font inside, and it was neatly written: Mr. Bai Xiao is invited to attend the wedding of Mr. Yu Ke and Ms. Zhang Qian.
What's ridiculous is that so much time has passed, but this invitation is like a key, unlocking all Wu Ming's memories of Yu Ke.
On the day he received the invitation, Wu Ming made frequent mistakes at work, and even mixed several spices that shouldn't be put together. Finally, his boss left work early and told him to go home to clean up his mood.
Wu Ming packed his things, held the invitation card in his hand, and walked in a daze.
Obviously intending to walk in the direction of going home, Wu Ming unknowingly deviated from the direction and walked to an unexpected place, the secret garden.
...
Country b is a famous romantic country. Many couples will choose to travel here. Apart from the romantic atmosphere and beautiful scenery here, there is a famous scenic spot in country b - the secret garden.
There are many plants in the secret garden, or big trees that have been there for some years, or colorful flowers, which are very beautiful.
For $5, people can get a box and put their secret in the box and bury it in the soil next to a plant in the secret garden.
Here, I don't know how many unknown secrets have been buried.
Wu Ming didn't know what he was thinking, but he came here.
Perhaps thinking it was destined, Wu Ming went to the staff to borrow a pen, and then bought a box for $5.
He took the box and walked to a bush full of small white flowers, knelt down and dug the soil silently.
After the soil was dug, Wu Ming took out the invitation again.
Looking at this dazzling red invitation card, Wu Ming suddenly had a crazy idea in his mind.
Holding his pen tremblingly, he crossed out Ms. Zhang Qian on the invitation card, and planned to write his name.
One stroke at a time, as if after pondering over and over again, I wrote it very seriously.
Afterwards, Wu Ming looked at the invitation as if he had received great satisfaction, and a satisfied smile appeared on his face that hadn't smiled for a long time.
He looked at the invitation and murmured: "Mr. Bai Xiao is invited to attend the wedding of Mr. Yu Ke and Mr. Wu Ming."
Then he gently held the invitation and touched it with his lips.
For a long time, Wu Ming was immersed in this kind of satisfaction.
It wasn't until the sky gradually darkened and the staff came to disperse the tourists that Wu Ming reluctantly put the invitations in the box and buried them in the soil.
His demeanor was very sincere, as if he was a believer facing the gods.
He looked very serious, as if he was treating the most precious treasure in his life.
After burying it, Wu Ming patted the ashes on his trouser legs and stood up.
"Goodbye, Yu Ke."
Wu Ming said softly in the direction of the buried box.
Although I still like you very much
Like a fool waiting for a cycad to bloom
Far away
The breeze blows over the cheeks, bringing bursts of quiet floral fragrance.Facing the wind, Wu Ming sniffed the fragrance of the flowers with his nose, and suddenly shed tears.
It means why the smell is so familiar. It turns out that the white flowers are anemones...
Isn't the flower language of the anemone a love affair without results...
...
After a long time, Yu Ke already had her own children and lived a happy life.
That night, when he was hugging his wife and making out, he suddenly smelled a quiet fragrance on the tip of his nose.
"Honey, what kind of perfume are you wearing?" Yu Ke usually didn't pay much attention to perfume, but now he stopped his movements and asked with some concern.
The intimacy was suddenly interrupted, but Zhang Qian was not annoyed at all, and even replied with some joy: "The name of this perfume is 'Little Love'. I bought it with my best friend in the mall yesterday. The latest flagship product launched by Viva is very popular. I managed to snatch it, doesn’t it smell good? The designer is so talented!”
Yu Ke didn't answer after hearing this, let go of Zhang Qian, and said, "Honey, do you know? This perfume reminds me of someone."
Zhang Qian looked at Yu Ke with a puzzled expression.
Yu Ke raised his head and squinted his eyes, as if he was seriously recalling the scene at that time, and continued to say to himself: "A long time ago, that person asked me if I liked him, even a little bit."
"Thinking about it now"
"I like it a little bit." Yu Ke turned his head to look at the sky outside the window, and said lightly.
After he finished speaking, he himself trembled suddenly. He felt as if something was floating out of his body. When he looked down, he felt that nothing was missing.
It should be the illusion that I am too tired recently, Yu Ke comforted himself.
...
On the other side, Wu Ming was sitting on the grass looking at the sky in a daze.
A voice in my mind suddenly said: "The fragments have been obtained, let's go."
Wu Ming was stunned for a while, then replied: "Well, let's go."
Yu Ke, this time is really goodbye.
Never see each other again.