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Chapter 890 Don't Love You?

Don't love, don't love, Yan Zhuolang's hands are trembling, Yiran's words hit him head-on, ten years of relationship is now exchanged for not loving, how can he accept it?

Yan Zhuolang didn't know how he got home. During dinner at night, the atmosphere in the house was cold and weird. Pei Ran was still upstairs alone. After eating for a while, Yiran said that he would go upstairs to do his homework.

There were only Yan Zhuolang, Yan Sihan, and Yang Qian in the huge living room. Yang Qian felt a headache and didn't want to meddle in young people's affairs, so she went upstairs.

Usually at this time, Yan Sihan should also withdraw, but today Yan Sihan was sitting here, she put down her chopsticks, took a tentative look at Yan Zhuolang and said, "Brother, I think it's better to give up, her heart is dead, let her be here, It will only make you more sad, what they said is right, you are still young, can you cultivate a new relationship."

New relationship?Knowing each other for ten years is easier said than done?He glanced at Yan Sihan, and said indifferently, "If you were asked to give up the person you love very much, would you be able to do it? If you were me, what do you think you should do?"

"I..." She didn't know what to say, and fell into a huge silence, yes, it was her, she didn't know what to do, maybe she wouldn't give up either.

But she sighed, "Brother, are you going to tie her up like this? For the rest of your life?"

Yan Zhuolang didn't speak. He once thought that if she really couldn't come back for the rest of her life, then let her live for the rest of her life?How many loves in this world can go smoothly for a lifetime, but in the end, there is nothing left.

Since he chose to have her, he shouldn't think about anything else. Even if it was all for nothing, he would let her stay by his side in the end.

Yan Zhuolang was very distracted, Yan Sihan didn't dare to talk too much when he saw this, he didn't stay long, he found a reason and went upstairs, Yan Zhuolang went to the study alone, and kept drinking with wine in the refrigerator.

At the end of the drink, he was a little dazed, his mind was full of the past with Pei Ran, why did he give up, he had defeated so many people, why did the woman he love Getting farther and farther away from him, why, why?

Yan Zhuolang didn't know what strength supported him to return to the room. In a trance, he seemed to see that Pei Ran was surrounded by wine bottles. She was lying sideways on the balcony alone, wearing a white bathrobe, blushing. , she held the wine glass and stared out the window, although she only saw her side face, she could still feel from her body that she seemed to be surrounded by a strong sadness.

Yan Zhuolang walked towards her with small steps, he threw himself beside her, and when he was about to ask her why, Pei Ran smiled at her, and then threw himself into her arms.

This smell was too familiar, as if nothing had changed, he subconsciously didn't know whether to scold her or what to do, he still wrapped his arms around her waist.

But in the next second, she let him fall from heaven to hell, "Zi Ming, I miss you so much, I really miss you so much, I can't bear everything around me, please, please take me away good."

When Yan Zhuolang heard this, he was furious, and subconsciously pushed the person away. After Pei Ran was pushed away, his eyes were full of confusion, and he said in pain, "Zi Ming, what's wrong with you, why did you push me away?" ?”

There was a strong smell of alcohol in the room, Yan Zhuolang said angrily, "Why, why, you always think about him, why don't you think about me?"

Pei Ran's eyes were full of tears, she said, "Zi Ming, I was wrong, I should have stayed by your side back then, I shouldn't have any illusions about him, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't Death, we won't have so many tragedies, please, let everything start over again, come back to me, okay?"

There was a strong smell of alcohol in the room, Pei Ran was crying sadly, it seemed that she was really drunk, she was too sad, she could no longer distinguish between reality and dream.

Yan Zhuolang was angry and annoyed, and walked outside subconsciously. He was really wrong. At this moment, he really planned to let her go. He didn't want to insist anymore, leaving someone who didn't love him by his side. That is really a mistake.

As soon as he was about to leave, Pei Ran immediately rushed in front of him, hugging his body tightly from behind, trembling all over, repeating over and over again, "Zi Ming, please, don't go, don't leave me Okay, I will obediently listen to you from now on, and I won't do anything to hurt you again."

After she finished speaking, she paused, "Even if you want me to be with Yan Zhuolang, I promise you, as long as you are well."

When Yan Zhuolang heard this, his whole body exploded. What did Pei Ran think of him?As long as Jiang Ziming asked her to do what?Then she likes him so much, why not die with him!

Yan Zhuolang wanted to take Pei Ran's hand away angrily, but she hugged her tightly, like a drowning person who finally found the exit.

"Please, don't go, don't go."

Yan Zhuolang was so angry that he turned his head. The first time he saw Pei Ran, it was not love, but an indescribable disgust and disgust.

"That's what you said, tell me not to go." Yan Zhuolang turned around and hugged Pei Ran in his arms, a trace of fear flickered in Pei Ran's eyes.

Yan Zhuolang was even more disgusted when he saw this, she was the one who wanted to keep him from leaving, and she was the one who wanted to keep him, but she just pretended to be so cute and pitiful. Over the years, she has been deceived by him like this. ?

He frantically tore her clothes, without any pity, Pei Ran kept yelling no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no no, all night, Yan Zhuolang had already been dazzled by anger, and didn't care about her at all.

That night, Pei Ran spent the night under Yan Zhuolang's torment.

Pain, endless pain, Pei Ran's body seemed to be torn apart, she couldn't remember what happened last night, when she woke up, there was a naked man lying beside her.

Pei Ran was so frightened that she subconsciously called out, and took two steps back, "Who are you, and where is this?"

Yan Zhuolang turned his head, with disgust on his face, seeing Pei Ran pinching the corner of the quilt, and violently pulled her quilt away, her body was full of traces of his madness, Yan Zhuolang pressed her tightly Underneath, there is no pity, only indifference in the eyes, "Why, don't you even know who I am?"

Pei Ran bit her lips tightly, and said very coldly, "Go away, go away."

Yan Zhuolang looked at Pei Ran's appearance, snorted coldly, and stroked her face with his cold hands, now he was a demon to her, a nightmare.

He joked, "Ask me to go away now? Wasn't it you who shouted not to leave yesterday? Wasn't you the one who begged me to stay yesterday? Pei Ran, how long are you going to pretend? Who do you love in your heart? You keep saying you loved me, but you call someone else's name? Do you think I'm a fool? "

When Pei Ran was at a loss, Yan Zhuolang stepped forward, with a taste of punishment, Pei Ran turned his head sideways, without saying a word, Yan Zhuolang vented fiercely.

Not long after, he pulled out, wrapped himself in a towel and went to the bathroom to take a shower. When he entered, he kicked the door hard.

Pei Ran was really scared. She hugged her body and curled up in a corner by herself. She didn't want to stay here, she didn't want to bring harm to anyone anymore. Why did God torture her again and again.

Why……

After that time, Yan Zhuolang didn't show up for a long time, even if the two lived under the same roof, he would never say a word to her.

Although the two are married, they have already existed in name only. Pei Ran heard that Yan Zhuolang hangs around nightclubs every day, and the news in the newspapers is full of news about him hugging other women.

Faced with this situation, she didn't cry at all, her eyes were only calm. When she took Yiran to cram school, many people looked at Pei Ran with sympathy.

In the past, she was Yan Zhuolang's favorite woman, but time, things like men have to change after all, even now Pei Ran has everything, but what everyone sees from her face is not hapiness.

Surrounding Yiran and Pei Xuan's son went to class, and the two made an appointment for afternoon tea. Pei Xuan looked at Pei Ran's face, which was full of traces of pain, and felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.

She turned around with the coffee cup, and said in a low voice, "Sister, I think it is impossible for you and Yan Zhuolang to be together now, why don't you divorce? If you are really unhappy, just leave him Yes, He Zi has been forcing himself like this."

How many times did Jin Yao tell Pei Xuan that she should have persuaded Pei Ran, but every time she heard her sigh on the phone and saw her sadness when they met, she couldn't bear it anymore.

The marriage between the two has really come to an end. The matter of You Li had already overwhelmed her, and Jiang Ziming's death finally defeated her last love for Yan Zhuolang.

Many things had nothing to do with Yan Zhuolang, but the two of them were doomed to be impossible due to the blunder, so why not break up.

Pei Ran held the milk tea, smiled lightly, and snorted softly, her tone was actually mocking, "Maybe, this is the punishment from God. God has been very kind to me, allowing me to keep guarding what I want the most. by the side of those who want it.”

Hearing this, Pei Xuan squeezed her cup tightly, and said anxiously, "Sister, you have lived an extremely difficult life, so why do you have to push yourself like this again and again, since you don't like it, just give up, you Even if you don't get married in your life, can't you live a good life?"

"I can live a good life? What about Ziming? Those who have been hurt by me? What about mom and dad? Does it mean that if I retire, everything can be returned to the original? Pei Xuan, am I obedient? Everything can be done again? "

Pei Xuan stopped talking, the dead are dead, how could it be possible to come back from the dead.

She said, "I used to be disobedient, and I went my own way in many things. I felt that I could control everything and that I was the happiest person in the world? But now? Happiness is right in front of me. Although it is within easy reach, I am also grabbing it. Can't stop? I don't know where I should go, and I don't know, what else can I do?"

As Pei Ran was talking, she actually burst into tears. She was rarely sad these days, and she was afraid that the nightmare of that day would come back again, but now facing Pei Xuan, she couldn't stop it anymore.

Seeing this, Pei Xuan immediately took out a tissue and gently wiped Pei Ran's tears. Pei Ran didn't know what she ate wrongly, but she retched all of a sudden.