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Chapter 427 He Wasn't What She Wanted

Jiang Ziming knelt on one knee and his knees were a little stiff. He slowly got up and sat next to Pei Ran. Pei Ran lowered her head and didn't look at him. She only heard him say slowly, "Ran, I thought it was a lot. As long as we get married, things can be easily solved, it seems that this is not the case, the sense of belonging you want is not what I can give."

Pei Ran's face was blurred from crying, she choked up and said, "Ziming, I'm sorry, I really worked hard, but my heart is somehow out of my control."

"I know, I know." Jiang Ziming said in a low voice, and his words made Pei Ran cry again.

She really didn't intend to hurt Jiang Ziming, but she was cowardly and selfish, which made many good situations into today's dilemma.

Pei Ran was crying sadly, Jiang Ziming let her head rest on his shoulder, "Ran, don't cry, I'm not good enough to make you fall in love with me."

The more Jiang Ziming said that, the more guilt Pei Ran felt in her heart. She hated herself for not being able to fall in love with Jiang Ziming, and she hated herself for making everything into the current situation.

She really worked very hard, but what Qin Fujuan said was right, hard work is one thing, reality is another.

Jiang Ziming looked at Pei Ran who was choking with tears and said softly, "Ran, I know you have always liked Yan Zhuolang, I know..."

When he mentioned Yan Zhuolang, Pei Ran's heart skipped a beat, she didn't know what to do, she really wanted to forget, but she really couldn't.

"Yan Zhuolang's English name starts with M. Ever since I saw the name of the new company in your room, I knew that you must still have him in your heart."

"Zi Ming, I don't have one."

Pei Ran explained, but seemed powerless, but Jiang Ziming said, "Ran, everyone has the right to choose the person they love, there is nothing wrong with you."

Jiang Ziming put away all his emotions and went to comfort Pei Ran.

"Actually, seeing you is like seeing myself. We all have someone we love desperately in our hearts, but I don't regret it. At least I have worked hard for you. Even if we are separated, I am still very grateful to you for your support." It gave me so many good memories, at least let me know what it's like to love someone."

Hearing this, Pei Ran couldn't help crying, she couldn't even speak clearly. Seeing her like this, Jiang Ziming felt uncomfortable at all, and patted her on the back lightly, " Ran, don't cry, although we are not lovers, I will always be your safe haven, as long as you say a word, I am willing to go through fire and water for you."

Pei Ran finally couldn't take it anymore, and fell into Jiang Ziming's arms, hugging him tightly, "Zi Ming, I'm sorry, I'm too selfish."

Seeing her like this, Jiang Ziming didn't feel so sad in his heart. He also stretched out his arms and held her tightly in his arms and said, "Ran, if you feel wronged and cry out, you will feel better in your heart. Don't worry about it." Keep everything in your heart."

Pei Ran kept crying, kept crying, thinking of how she was framed and sent to prison in the past, thinking of the little things that happened between herself and Yan Zhuolang these years, and so many tragic frame-ups, so many emotions were suppressed in her heart, finally It exploded completely at this moment.

She had been crying in Jiang Ziming's arms for a long, long time, until she couldn't even speak. Jiang Ziming straightened her up, got up and turned on the light.

The lights in the room were turned on, Pei Ran looked at the bedroom blankly with red and swollen eyes, but Jiang Ziming said, "I'll get you a towel and an egg to apply."

Pei Ran bit her lip, "Don't bother."

Jiang Ziming smiled and said, "You are also the general manager now, crying like a child, what if you are secretly photographed by a reporter, it can't be the same as before, I go upstairs first, you wait for me."

Pei Ran looked at the dazzling rose petals all over the floor, and felt very sour in her heart. She knew that Jiang Ziming was giving them each other one last chance. He even knew that he would definitely lose this bet, but he had no hesitation. Maybe it was because he really wanted to. It's over, let her give him a chance to leave.

In fact, why didn't she give herself and Jiang Ziming a chance?

At the beginning, she deceived herself and told herself that she could try with Jiang Ziming, but after all, the two of them belonged to two worlds, but she had tried her best.

Jiang Ziming came up from downstairs, looked at the candle on the ground, frowned, and quickly extinguished the candle with the lid. Pei Ran sat on the side of the bed and watched his movements, his eyes were red again.

Instead, he said calmly, "If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have lit candles, it would be bad for your health."

Pei Ran didn't say a word, she kept looking at the candles all over the floor, as if she remembered many things again, she always felt that life was always so dramatic.

Instead of sitting by the bed, Jiang Ziming pulled a chair and sat opposite Pei Ran. He handed the towel and hot eggs to Pei Ran, and said, "Don't cry, I have something to tell you."

Pei Ran took the towel but didn't move it. She was very disturbed. She raised her head and looked at Jiang Ziming. She didn't know what he was going to do or what he was going to say. Maybe it was because of what happened today that she instinctively resisted talking to Jiang Ziming. , lips parted and said, "Ziming, it's all my fault."

Jiang Ziming didn't like her admitting her mistakes for no reason. Besides, things like feelings are all yours and my wishes. You can't make the two of you unable to be friends just because of the breakup, right?He sighed, "Pei Ran, don't you even want to be friends with me?"

Pei Ran stared, and it was obvious that she didn't mean that in her eyes.

He said directly, "I'm not a child anymore, and what I don't get will be destroyed. Besides, I know very well that it is much happier to have it once than to last forever."

After finishing speaking, he looked at Pei Ran, "Don't feel so guilty, it's not suitable if everyone is like you, society will be messed up, I'm sad, but it's only a few days , in a few days I'll be the same as before."

Pei Ran didn't speak, but Jiang Ziming's words made her feel even more guilty, as if he was the one who made the mistake, and he was trying to explain himself now.

He said, "Pei Ran, we have broken up from now on, but I hope our relationship can still be the same as before. I hope that I can be your friend who can talk about everything, and even your strongest support. If you Don't mind, I can be your brother."

When Pei Ran heard him say this, her heart was still terribly sad. How much courage did he use to calmly face the failures in his life? She knew how much he loved her, and that's why he felt so much pain now. .

Now she really can't say a word to comfort her, she just said, "Zi Ming, no matter what happens in the future, you are my closest person."

Jiang Ziming tried his best to raise the corners of his lips. Only God knows how much she didn't want to receive Pei Ran's good card.

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, and Jiang Ziming kept taking a deep breath. He was afraid that his fragile side would bring side effects to Pei Ran and her.

He looked at Pei Ran and said, "Ran, you can tell me what you are thinking in your heart. I have never been able to guess what you are thinking before, and I have always been careful to protect you, but I always feel that there are many things in your heart." It's something I don't know, so I want to ask."

Pei Ran said in a low voice, "Actually, I don't know what I'm thinking, maybe I know, but I dare not say it."

He said, "Is there anything you dare not say, or is there anything you cannot say?"

Pei Ran curled her lips when she heard Jiang Ziming's question, "Every time I want to say something, I always feel that it will hurt everyone around me, so I choose not to say it, I think it will make things easier for everyone A little bit, but I didn't expect that it would bring more pain and trouble to everyone in the end."

Jiang Ziming said, "Women are born with the right to hurt others. Besides, have you ever thought about it? If you don't talk about many things, you will cause more harm."

Pei Ran pursed her lips, subconsciously thinking of herself and Jiang Ziming.

Pei Ran looked at Jiang Ziming and said, "Zi Ming, I really never thought of hurting you, just like when Zhuolang and I were together, I didn't expect that we would be where we are today. When I was with you , I never thought it would turn out like it is today..."

She clenched her fist, but then she thought again, if she knew that she had today, would she have chosen to be with him?The answer, in fact, is yes.

Seeing her like this, Jiang Ziming felt a little distressed, "Don't be sad, many things are preordained, we can't blame others."

Seeing Jiang Ziming, Pei Ran thought to himself countless times in the night, if there were not so many injuries, would they be together forever, and would the result be better now.

He looked at her and said sadly, "My mother and my father have always been very strong in their careers, which made me very self-reliant since I was a child. Before I met you, I didn't believe that I would meet someone I like in this life. You, so your appearance saved me to a certain extent, and I also believe that I will meet better people in the future."

He met her eyes seriously, "Don't be sad, I also believe that you will be with the person you like, because you have obsessions in your heart, you will succeed in the end, God will not criticize everyone Hardworking and serious people.”

After hearing his words, Pei Ran couldn't help sniffling. Jiang Ziming's words really had the ability to heal, making her seem to be redeemed.

Pei Ran didn't speak, Jiang Ziming continued, "Pei Ran, you have to trust me, as long as you work hard enough and are good enough, you will be together no matter what happens between you."

Jiang Ziming now knows that he can't be with Pei Ran anymore, so he wants to help her find her happiness.

Pei Ran lowered her head, tears welling in her eyes, "Ziming, I want to ask you if it's over with Zhuolang, I know, his mother looks down on me and even hates me."

Jiang Ziming seldom heard Pei Ran mention Yan Zhuolang, but hearing her mention it now, he couldn't help feeling a pain in his heart.

He took a deep breath and said, "Pei Ran, the more others hate you, the more you have to be strong. You will succeed when you are so strong that you are no longer afraid of these things."

Pei Ran looked at Jiang Ziming and said, "What should I do to be with Yan Zhuolang?"

Jiang Ziming said, "Actually, you don't need to do anything. You just need to tell Yan Zhuolang that you still love him and clarify the misunderstanding between you. He will protect you and will not let you suffer any harm."

Pei Ran really missed Yan Zhuolang very much, but she had to bear too much after returning home, she was unwilling to let Yan Zhuolang bear so much, in the end she was still selfish.